Letters from NUS and NTU just arrived, and was brought in by my mom.
I already know it's a rejection letter from NUS.
But I've hope that at least, NTU might accept me though I know it's quite impossible.
Then it turned out to be both rejections letter.
Yay, I can be a fortune teller already(perhaps my future career? No need to study one, just need to seat on a chair, wear a head mask den put one crystal ball on the table in front of you can le. Oh oh oh, the surrounding lighting must MUST be dim)
Bleahh.
I'm not going to cry.
I'm not going to.
People keep reminding me: at least you have a second chance to do things right.
I knoww.
I really know i'm already very lucky as compared to some others.
But I just can't help feeling sad.
Someone should just kick my ass and wake me up.
Just no no no cockroach can le. I know I'll wake up entirely upon seeing one, but i'll just die after that and the result will backfired siiaa.
ahaha enough of COLD jokes.
I'm just trying to cheer myself up hahaha!
Well...
I guess I've no choice but to retake all this shit again?
But this time I've to make sure everything will go right.
Will it?
No, it MUST.
But I'm still worried for my Econs and GP especially.
Haiis.
Anyway, I've to be STRONG. (as in not macho, but mentally hahah)
and Jiayous too 38s!!
I know I'm not the only one who has been crying in the middle of the night.
I knowwwww.
You guys must be feeling terrible too.
Jiayous all right!
Jiayous!!!